LoveKryptonite

Its bed time she says But the monsters I say There’s nothing there she says Oh yes there is I say. She picks me up and tucks me in “Check under the bed” “There’s nothing but a smelly sock” “Check the closet!” “There’s nothing but your toys” “Turn on the night light! Please!” “Okay, Now good night and sleep tight” She leaves and the noises start There’s a bump under the bed And Red eyes from the closet   And big silver claws. I bring the covers to my face as I start to shake and shiver. They start to move towards me. I cover my face waiting for the

Spinning, Falling Down, Dizzy Closing my eyes make it worse, The pain takes over. And I want to fall into the Calling. It’s so strong now that it’s eating me inside. Telling me I need to escape, And To be Free, To let me control, I just want to let go And Start breathing. I’m Drowning in Pain I Need to Breath. I’m so Close to the Surface. I Just Need Someone to Pull Me Out, And Let Me Live, And Get Away From the Calling… But I Can’t Get Out, I Can’t Escape The Calling It’s to Strong And My Will Is to Weak I Slipped…. I’m Going Numb… Will I Ever Feel Again? Anything at

Its Calling Me Have You ever Heard it Call to You? Have You ever let Yourself give into that Calling? Once You give into that Calling You start Falling But it’s the Most Magical Feeling… Once You Start Falling I Love Falling I Love giving into the Calling I Love the World Spinning I Love the Control I Have when it comes to Falling The Control over the Object in My Hand The Control over how Deep I Go The Control over how much I Want to Feel I Love The Control I Create… Cuz it’s the Only Thing I Can Control So… I Love when I Hear the Calling So I can Start Falling So I can be in Control Once Again But…

I Love Walking In The Rain I Love Waling in the rain because no one knows I’m crying Then I can let the Tears fall and no one can tell how bad The hole is that you put in My Soul. I can hear you behind me Calling and Yelling and Telling me How sorry you are, Just begging and pleading For me to come back, just turn around You yell and look at me. You can see how Sorry I’ll be if you leave me But I can’t look back Because I know that if I do I will go back to you. And the next time it will happen All over again. I will be walking away from you again and Saying to myself “I love walking in the rain because n